When we first met, I used to make you laugh.
You raised the stakes, for a lover to stay.
You said I was the sun.
When we had our final fight, you said I ruined
the only meaningful thing you found in your life.
You meant I was the one
You said you never told anyone.
It's what you meant when I said I was the sun.
I didn't know what that meant then I was too young.
Too young.... to hold on...
I learned in my destruction
Either way, I could not be the one.
The savior... with love another one.
If you are not giving all you can.
If you're not the one and they're not the one.
Learning to be alone is learning to love...
Its seems now a days, its the most forgotten,
if you are not someone, you are not going to find the one.
Because first you have to be the one.

Recorded in October 2010 in Full Moon
Song to be released on 2011 release


from "A JAMAIS VIERGE / VIRGIN FOREVER", released January 1, 2012
"Love is not a relationship, love is a state of being; its has nothing to do with anyone else. One is not in love, one IS love and of course when one is love, one is in love-but this is an outcome, a by-product, not the source. The source is that one is love. " Laura Bianca Draghiciu-Tanase (Possible reaction to this song)


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Teaadora Nikolova (born May 20th, 1986) is an American singer and artist, known for art performance, and her minimalist lo-fi droning abstract songs.

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